Dear Nobody at All,

I just kind of wish someone would need me.

Even a little bit.

I guess maybe what I'm trying to say is that I need someone because I'm alone and it hurts, but I'm currently chained to this spot by some heavy pride. I don't want to say it out loud. I don't want anyone to know that I'm disappointed in the people who can usually make my day, for fear of offending them and making them leave me even more alone.

So I'm just here, by myself & not really okay & not really able to put my finger on why but definitely making things worse, just like I love to do.